http://moonrockcandy.blogdrive.com/ It's Out of This World. Fri, 15 Oct 2004 14:45:11 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2004. Arts Music Buddhism http://moonrockcandy.blogdrive.com/archive/7.html Fri, 15 Oct 2004 22:41:19 GMT ...Left with no one, in my life, i'm so alone. That's my favorite Mudvayne song for a reason. It's me in a nutshell. I hate the fact that I put all my trust in 2 people. I hate the fact that now I only trust one of them. I know I can't tell him, the one I trust, half the stuff I would tell her if I thought she even cared anymore. I wish I had someone to talk to. I really do. Usually I don't care if I have anyone or not but lately I've just been getting more and more down easier and easier. Maybe if people would stop being jerks I would be better. Even when they know how you feel... (more) http://moonrockcandy.blogdrive.com/comments?id=7 http://moonrockcandy.blogdrive.com/archive/6.html Sun, 08 Aug 2004 09:02:34 GMT i've been to the mall every single day this week starting wednesday. i hate the mall! the only reason i would be there this many consecutive days in a row is if i worked there.... WHICH I DON'T!!! plus i have some sort of social anxiety disorder... and going there late on saturday night DID NOT help at all. i hate the mall. http://moonrockcandy.blogdrive.com/comments?id=6 http://moonrockcandy.blogdrive.com/archive/5.html Fri, 23 Jul 2004 08:58:23 GMT He gave me his password... the same password for everything.... BIIIIIIIG mistake... http://moonrockcandy.blogdrive.com/comments?id=5 http://moonrockcandy.blogdrive.com/archive/4.html Tue, 20 Jul 2004 05:59:30 GMT hehe... i did something i shouldn't have done.... but oh well. there is no proof. it makes me giggle. MY BUDDY ICON ON AIM IS TRENT REZNOR!!! that makes me happy. i love that guy. He's the "dirty, scary rocker" of 1994. Do i care? Yes. It makes him more attractive to me... i love "scary" guys. So we got shit worked out. It's good for now. I still get paranoid every now and again. Like.... every day. But it's pretty much dumb stuff that I shouldn't even think about. Ah well. Things will be easier when we live together. It's frustrating to have to wait, but i can do it. and i... (more) http://moonrockcandy.blogdrive.com/comments?id=4 http://moonrockcandy.blogdrive.com/archive/3.html Mon, 12 Jul 2004 17:10:04 GMT Burn on me. I feel like shit. Quinn....... it's a long story that i posted on xanga. all in all it consists of a note i found in quinn's room. it goes: girl: so what are you waiting for :Quinn: i dont know.... i still have a GF :girl: well i'm sure she loves you... you love her... but i can't make the decision 4 you. i didn't find a first part to that note but i'm thinking... really now.... there's only one thing that could have come before "so what are you waiting for." is it "i only like her as a friend" "so what are you waiting for" etc, or is it more like "i DO really like her"... (more) http://moonrockcandy.blogdrive.com/comments?id=3 http://moonrockcandy.blogdrive.com/archive/2.html Thu, 24 Jun 2004 06:45:26 GMT I'm manipulative. I really am.... and it's fucked up. But I can't help it. Half the time I don't realize I'm manipulating people. It's only afterward, when I think it over, I realize I'm a huge bitch. You know what's really terrible? The other half of the time I know I'm doing it. Because I'm doing it on purpose. Yeahyeah. I know. It's like an addiction. I can't seem to be motivated by other things other than getting people to do EXACTLY what I want them to do without them knowing it. yeahyeah. maybe i'm not such a terrible person... i sure hope not. http://moonrockcandy.blogdrive.com/comments?id=2 http://moonrockcandy.blogdrive.com/archive/1.html Mon, 26 Apr 2004 00:55:24 GMT well... it's my first entry. shut up, i'll do you in. or maybe i'll just do you, if you're lucky *wink.* *joke* i have a problem with observing things... i tend to see everything that's going on around me. it's pretty annoying. sometimes i wish i could just be normal... but then what fun would that be? hahaha. i like to mess with the "normals." it's a great time. anyway. the first entry is always so lame. this is my lame first entry. enjoy. http://moonrockcandy.blogdrive.com/comments?id=1