That's my favorite Mudvayne song for a reason. It's me in a nutshell.
I hate the fact that I put all my trust in 2 people. I hate the fact that now I only trust one of them. I know I can't tell him, the one I trust, half the stuff I would tell her if I thought she even cared anymore. I wish I had someone to talk to. I really do. Usually I don't care if I have anyone or not but lately I've just been getting more and more down easier and easier. Maybe if people would stop being jerks I would be better. Even when they know how you feel they're still jerks.
Opening up is overrated.